I don't want to hear about another's trip

I want to find the magic inside myself. I want to become again that computer programmer altering reality. I want to be a cyborg manipulating the solar systems. I want to be an editor of consciousness. I want to do the job I'm here to do. I want to be the hands of the god I am. I want to be serious and get to work. I want to get the job done.

Seriousness and maturity

This is the best way to get over a bad trip. Man up- you're doing this for business. You're here for a reason and it's your job to find out why. If the gods want to take your life, let them- it's their loss, isn't it?

The above is my way alone, you might be different.

Oh there are just beautiful things

beautiful white women with their eyes and tattoos
their feet and their wedding rings
their noses and everything about them
their freedom and their understanding of what I am
their beauty in the forests and the rivers
against the light of computer screens and in post-apocalyptic apartment complexes
so beautiful- this is all I want to preserve, forever
this is all that matters
beauty and intellect, for me

LSD and sexuality: the folk's salvation

This is an essay I've been meaning to write but I don't get much of a chance. In summary it's basically saying the Eleusinian initiatory mysteries and advanced sexual selection eugenics are what we need. Both of these items are controversial and affiliated with Jews and Marxists (propaganda...), but in fact that is a very Catholic way of looking at it.

The War on Drugs and Marxism

"Drug dealer"- what a useless label. The "War on Drugs" is just a way for the gov't to make money. Have you ever tried cocaine? It's almost like drinking lots of coffee and a pain killer, not even remotely a big deal. Marijuana? Illegal? What? Even LSD, psychoactive mushrooms and PLANTS aren't a big deal.

In fact I'd say "drugs" being illegal is a good way for a ZOG to enslave people. Maybe LSD can be used to enlighten the masses? Not everyone who uses the stuff becomes a Marxist tool, and in fact that exact propaganda keeps white men away from trying them and gaining higher consciousness because they don't want to turn into a N-lover. What if taking LSD turns you into a pagan Nordicist or tribalist instantly and teaches you about the Black Sun and the true gods of the blood?