I don't want to hear about another's trip

I want to find the magic inside myself. I want to become again that computer programmer altering reality. I want to be a cyborg manipulating the solar systems. I want to be an editor of consciousness. I want to do the job I'm here to do. I want to be the hands of the god I am. I want to be serious and get to work. I want to get the job done.

Leary's 8-circuits of consciousness

The eight circuits of the human nervous system

The names for the circuits used by Timothy Leary ^[1][2][3] are shown first and the names for the circuits used by Robert Anton Wilson are shown next ^[4](they both used the same names for the first, second, and fifth circuits). After the name of the circuit, the name that was used by Timothy Leary to describe the level of consciousness that is activated by that circuit is shown in parentheses.^[2]

[edit]1. The Biosurvival Circuit (the Breath of Consciousness)

This circuit is imprinted in infancy, concerned with suckling, nourishment, cuddling, bio-security, etc. The imprinting of this circuit sets up the basic attitude of trust or suspicion which will last for life. First activated when a human being is born, and programs perception onto an either-or grid, divided into nurturing-helpful and noxious-dangerous (approach/accept vs. flight/flee). This circuit is activated in adults by opioids such as heroin. This circuit is said to have appeared in the earliest evolution of the invertebrate brain. This circuit begins with 1 spatial dimension, forward/back.

[edit]2. The Emotional–Territorial Circuit (Freud's Ego)

The Emotional Circuit is imprinted in the toddling stage, concerned with emotions, domination and submission strategies, territory, etc. The first imprint on this circuit identifies the stimuli which will automatically trigger dominant, aggressive behavior or submissive, co-operative behavior. This circuit is activated by large quantities of alcohol (inebriation). This circuit appeared first in territorial vertebrate animals. This circuit introduces a 2nd dimension; up/down.

[edit]3. The Symbolic or Neurosemantic–Dexterity Circuit (the Rational Mind)

This circuit is imprinted by human artifacts and symbol systems. It is concerned with handling the environment, invention, calculation, prediction, building a "map" of the universe, etc. It is associated with physical dexterity. This circuit is activated by stimulant drugs such as methamphetamine and cocaine. This circuit supposedly appeared first when hominids started differentiating from the rest of the primates.

[edit]4. The Domestic or Sociosexual Circuit (the "Adult" Personality)

This fourth circuit is imprinted by the first orgasm-mating experiences and tribal "morals". It is concerned with sexual pleasure (instead of sexual reproduction), local definitions of "moral" and "immoral", reproduction, nurture of the young, etc. It is basically concerned with operating within social networks and the transmission of culture across time. This circuit is said to have first appeared with the development of tribes. Leary never associated a drug with it, but some have pointed out that entactogens such as MDMA seem to meet some of the requirements needed to activate this circuit.

[edit]5. The Neurosomatic Circuit (Zen–Yoga Mind–body Connection)

This is concerned with neurological-somatic feedbacks, feeling high, somatic reprogramming, etc. The fifth circuit, according to Leary, is consciousness of the body. There is a marked shift from linear visual space to an all-encompassing aesthetic sensory space. A hedonistic turn-on occurs, a rapturous amusement, a detachment from the previously compulsive mechanism of the first four circuits. This circuit is activated by ecstatic experiences via physiological effects of cannabis, Hatha Yoga, tantra, Zen meditation, and free fall. Leary describes that this circuit first appeared in the upper classes, with the development of leisure-class civilizations around 2000 BC.

[edit]6. The Neuroelectric or Metaprogramming Circuit (Psionic Electronic-Interface Earth Grid Mind)

This circuit is concerned with re-imprinting and re-programming all earlier circuits and the relativity of “realities” perceived. The sixth circuit consists of the nervous system becoming aware of itself. Leary says this circuit enables telepathic communication and is activated by low-to-moderate doses of LSD (50-150 µg), moderate doses of Peyote, and psilocybin mushrooms. This circuit is traced by Leary back to 500 BC, and he associates it with the Silk Road.

[edit]7. The Neurogenetic or Morphogenetic Circuit (Buddha–Monad "Mind")

This part is concerned with evolutionary consciousness (past and future), DNA-RNA-brain feedbacks (ancestral, societal and scientific). The first to achieve this mutation spoke of "memories ofpast lives", "reincarnation", "immortality" etc. This circuit is activated by regular doses of LSD (200-500 µg), higher doses of Peyote, higher doses of psilocybin mushrooms, Raja Yoga, and years of dedicated meditative practice in general. The circuit first appeared among the Hindus in the early first millennium and later reappeared among the Sufi sects.

[edit]8. The Psychoatomic or Quantum Non-local Circuit (Overmind)

The eighth circuit is concerned with quantum consciousness, non-local awareness (information from beyond ordinary space-time awareness which is limited by the speed of light), illumination. Some of the ways this circuit can get activated are: the awakening of kundalini, shock, a near-death experience, etc. This circuit has even been compared to the Buddhist concept of Indra's netfrom the Avatamsaka Sutra. This circuit is activated by DMT and high doses of ketamine (75-125 mg IM, see "K-hole").

Seriousness and maturity

This is the best way to get over a bad trip. Man up- you're doing this for business. You're here for a reason and it's your job to find out why. If the gods want to take your life, let them- it's their loss, isn't it?

The above is my way alone, you might be different.

Oh there are just beautiful things

beautiful white women with their eyes and tattoos
their feet and their wedding rings
their noses and everything about them
their freedom and their understanding of what I am
their beauty in the forests and the rivers
against the light of computer screens and in post-apocalyptic apartment complexes
so beautiful- this is all I want to preserve, forever
this is all that matters
beauty and intellect, for me

LSD and sexuality: the folk's salvation

This is an essay I've been meaning to write but I don't get much of a chance. In summary it's basically saying the Eleusinian initiatory mysteries and advanced sexual selection eugenics are what we need. Both of these items are controversial and affiliated with Jews and Marxists (propaganda...), but in fact that is a very Catholic way of looking at it.

Beware the Catholic Police State

With the rise of nationalism finally occurring (and this is actually a good thing), tribalism has again a chance. But opportunists are going to try to claim the movement (which was a HEATHEN movement to start!) and instate a police state against all they deem degenerate. This will include the priest-king shamans of the tribalists for their use of psychoactive substances and this will include the sexual magicians. They, who were always part of the mass and never ignited a movement, are going to claim the movement! I will say this now: I was a Nordicist and nationalist-tribalist before ANY of you morons!

Flippin' out

Cause I've got something to say
Remember me, remember who I was
The original Nordicist from birth
The blood of Himmler
Alpinid, brown eyes and hair
But that doesn't matter in perceiving the heirarchy
Banned from forums for being anti-Catholic,
I am the original Nordicist

The Catholics have ruined everything for thousands of years
They stamp out anything bright
They are the ruiners of the northern people and always have been for thousands of years
This is the opinion held by many of the old National Socialist fathers
And I continue to agree

Bacchus cults, fertility cults, Britonic druids
I am the original fallen angel blood
Polluted blood of Neanderthal
If I can do and be what I do and am, anything more pure has no excuse

At war forever
Skinhead